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Mystic Musings - Sadness


I have been extremely sad lately, loves...my heart heavy, my soul worn, my mind consumed with worry and running thoughts...I feel very out of it and not quite myself.

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The past few weeks, hell the past few months have been filled with many lessons and difficulties. I recently concluded a partnership, my friend and soul sister needing to follow her own path, and though we will forever be friends I miss working with her as we did over the short time The Hollow has been open. So I mourn the end of one cycle as we slowly shift into a new chapter of our lives.

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We also woke up this morning to our old pup and beloved fur baby not doing so well, sparing a deep conversation about his approaching passing from this realm. This weighed heavily on us all...we love our fur babe and it will hurt to watch him leave. But I remain thankful for our time together and the bond we all shared.

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I feel the stress of car repairs both and the past months and recent ones to come from hitting the poor deer, stress from the renovation, financial stress, and The Hollow's re-opening...it has been overwhelming! I feel the pain, the worry, the injustice, the fear from the world around us as well...from my friends, family, from myself...from Momma Earth, the Universe. I feel the weight of these emotions, all the emotions, and often cry tears of rage and frustration when it becomes all to consuming.

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This is when I embrace my boundaries, embrace the subtle retreat away from the world...if even only for a brief moment. This is where I am shown what still needs my attention, what blocks continue to stand in my way, what I am holding on to that really needs to be let go. This is the time I delve deep within...I face my shadows, my traumas...I laugh, I cry, I safely express anger, frustration, fear. This is when the real self love takes place...the soul work, the healing, unbecoming of what we once were and embracing our truth and authenticity...embracing ourselves.

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I have been extremely sad lately, loves...and this is ok, there are many reasons to feel sad. But, this will pass, until then I accept it and allow myself to feel, not fight, what comes up for me...I accept!

 
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